My grandma is still in the hospital and on Friday she had a mild heart attack. The doctors say her health, her life, could go either way. Nobody knows. She's been asking for my mom, her only daughter, to come, so Mom leaves today for the Philippines.

I'm trying not to assume the worst but still be ready for anything, and it's hard. I have been a mess of worry and sadness all week.

Anyone who knows me knows I love my grandma. If you knew her, I'm certain you'd love her, too.